The time has finally come!
I have always been dreaming about starting a blog, not to mention doing it in English. I was convinced that reaching a decent level in foreign language, a one that would make me able to communicate my thoughts, was impossible. I am still struggling with expressing myself in English, but there's no better way to practice it than ACTUALLY using it, is it?
I have no idea yet what the blog will be about. Since no one probably is going to read it anyway, I'll make a diary of it, some kind of register that will document my life-journey from zero to hero. I am in this helpless place where I have no job (OK, in fact i DO have a job, I teach philosophy at a highschool and this is dope, but stressful and low-paid), I bareley make ends meet (I'm not starving only because of the priceless help of my mom) and I see NO POINT IN LIVING whatsoever.
As a result of this epiphany stating that my life is pretty much worthless and goes nowhere, I decided to try to change it, to set some goals (even though I don't feel like doing ANYTHING at all, I've been diagnosed with depression) and force myself to do something, anything, just stop being so pathetic.
The only good thing about being depressed and seeing the misery of reality is that you don't care anymore. You don't pay much attention to people's opinions, to their attitudes towards your projects, you just do whatever you want to, because nothing really matters. Therefore, I'm gonna achieve my teenage goals (because now I have none and I have to find some point of reference), namely: I'm gonna become a polyglot! And get my PhD (it will be hard considering that I don't enjoy reading philosopher's papers anymore...). I will write a book and illustrate it, no matter how bad and ridiculous it will probably be. I will get back in shape and get my ex again (this is the only thing I actually DO care about).
I will be updating my progress every day... or so. Just to see if I'm moving forward whatsoever. Learning English by the occasion is just an assett, because right now I must sound like a linquistic moron.
So help me God.
